I long the day my head’s not aching.

I long for a day standing won’t be down with vertigo.

I long for a day without a hammer pounding from the inside of my brain. 

I long for more than a few days without throbbing eyes and ears.

I long for a day without tingling, pinching ache.

I long for a second, minute, hour, day week without the ache. 

I long for the day I’m not afraid I’l wake up with ponding or throbbing in my neck and skull.

I long for the day one thought would take twice as long to form. 

I long for any time where my thoughts flow quickly, efficiently, not clouded and fogged. 

Will I ever have no pain?

Can I ever get relief?

When will the pounding, piercing, throbbing, poking, prodding end?