Others see joy bubbling out,

But all I feel is a place of 

endless tears.

Some think I am all health and contentment.

But all I feel is weak, frustrated, and pain ridden.

You look at  me and see my young face. 

Internally my body feels twice its age.

Aching bones and internal pain are chronic.

Even if someone looks fine,

You never know what they are fighting from the inside.